Just... blah... Feeling shitty and bored. So here's what a wonderful time I'm having...
My GA is already dirty after spending all day Saturday washing and waxing. I can't beleive it. I just wish my car could stay for more than a day. It's ridiculous. Anyways, it's been good to me, lately. No more problems have occured and most that previously did, have fixed themselves. Although, I've noticed that my dash has developed a really bad... noise. Go around a turn or over a rough spot and I hear it. It's like a rattling/creaking sound. It was just there all of a sudden. It's not like I can hear it when I have my music at my prefered volume, though. Anyways, I almost had some problems. Since the curvy roads around here can't be resisted, I drive my GA to it's limits. I push it around turns. Tire screaching and all (It's just now starting to squeal the tires... the front ones, that is. They probably will need replaced soon. Especially before winter). Well, you guys remember the pic I took of the roads around here? Yeah... So, I was coming around a turn pretty fast and a truck came the opposite side. I moved over as far as I could without slowing down much. Let's just say that didn't work out. I lost traction and came too close to losing it.
I hate school. I do. I really do. I've been practically out-of-it since the beginning. I don't remember much. Having a hard time staying awake, paying attention, and focusing in school. Grades show it too. This is going to be a bad year.
I swear something is wrong with me. Nothing is right anymore. I can't do anything in school and a I feel like shit. Mentally, physically, and literally. I've felt sick everyday I woke up for the past few weeks. I've also being mentally drained. I seem to have a constant headache and I just want to do nothing. Weird. I think I'm going to have to see someone about all this...
Bekah hasn't been speaking to me lately. Don't know why. She hasn't called or PMed me in over a week. I finally told her that I was bi, but she was fine with it and said that she might be too. So, that doesn't seem like the reason... IDK... But I wish everyone was bi because I am having serious issues. Then again, I wish I wasn't so fucking shy in the first place. Anywho... yeah, my eyes have spotted stuff that's making my brain, um, want it? Wow... then again, there are some things on the original opposite spectrum too. But overall, just had alot of this shit on my mind...
So... who wants to drug me out and/or kill me? :P